Busy+StResS weEk~:)

after i hav a meet vf my lecture, Pn. Ummu who collaborate my proposal about my action research. N i did realised, am totally blurring n out of my mind~ damn~ .><

*i don knw wat hell is it!! i seems like a person knw something but nothing~*

n yet, few days ago she jus realised tat she forget to pass my proposal draft to me. n now, she ask me to pass up the full proposal in tis friday~

“yeah~ wat a good news to me~ proposal, observations full in tis week, and others stuffs---- arrange songs for recorder ensemble and find some lagu tradisional Melayu for the action songs competition later~ ” n…… i stressed in slowly n silent. totally out of my mind.

Any idea to overcome tis?? will "burn my midnight oil " for a few days----- tis is the last minuet work tat i can do~

gambateh arr!!

..........................................................

i felt im useless n helpless~

everytime

n tat feeling seems will tel myself to get me more n more strong indeed in my heart~

but my heart din get the point in wat im sad n worried about~

tears~~~~ how many times i hav to overcome tis n telling my heart to be strong??

i don wan to be strong~ i jus wan to be "rubber" as flexible as i could~

if something bad thrown towards me，i can rebound it ~

if something heavy bit towards me, i can accepted but not hurted o destroy~

yet,

i don knw how long i hav to keep stress myself in such a condition~

sometimes, i did wish could have someone bsides me~

n alwys ready to accept me no wonder wat happen~

yeah, i knw tat is impossoble~

only u, yourself in ur heart can hear the truth sound of urs~ n

only u, yourself in mind can control n balance the unstable mood to u~

.....................................................................................

so, no time to think n worries other things around~

concentrate CONCENTRATE~

tat is wat i can try my best~

no wonder how hard is it... How blur im~

as long as i try~ won be the problem to knw it well~

:)

.............. s....... t..................R...............a.......T.................. W...............o...R ..........................K.......

...................................