ACT

when something wrong with myself,

im' act to be normal as i could,

act to smile,

n act to be cool to people all around...

but i did knw i cant smile pretty~

being cool,

jus try to best prevent myself……

i knw u wouldn't like the way i being~

wat to do, bcz tat is who i am~

smiling n show tat im "nevermind" ~~

ignore"ing" the feelings from heart~

even i did care it much~

try to get away as fast as i could……

i knw im not patience on my way~

i knw i will get angry if i din get myself away.

far far away from the places tat i scare for

finding a place to get myself in a comfort

some places nobody could see n no one can know abt~

yeah~

i did knw im an emotional ~~

try it hard to overcome it,

but the more i try n the more i get suffer in my heart~

crazy……

tat is wat i can said...

i hate to keep up my feelings~

n try to be silent~~

i knw i will pour it out someday~

jus,

don get it surprise~