-z - sLeeP n pAiN -z-

seems i changed my way in the style of sleep tis few days~

am glad n started felt the recovering of my back muscle~

feel like more in a normal one~

jus still need to arrange the muscle used,

so i wont be too tired when i stand n sit o walk around~

:)

am happy enuf, cz i will recover soon~

but yesterday,

after i changed back the way to lie down my body on the bed~

i started felt the pain n totally uncomfortable!!

n once do so... i cant ever to wake up myself~

still PAiN!! i hate the pain~~

jus wanna to cry n shout it out!!!
jus like an useless!!!

do nothing but jus pain aroud ur back~

yet feeling dizzy around!!

get me continue into the mood of blurring~

cant concentrate in my stuff~

(stress vf the stupid pain)

cant sleep well

(i think i had been adjusted myself about an hours to make myself comfortable vf the posture when i lying down)

cant walk normally~

(jus like an old women, even worst!! )

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Eiy, i miss u~ a lot~~

hug ok? i really need now~

how nonsense n confusing person i am~

scare n feel wanna to run away again~

n keep all tis things away~

i hav to be more n more strong indeed my heart~

so my physical muscle pain~

tat will be a new start!!