huRt iT~!

is totally emo-ing now... i felt sad when u just 'throw' a word "shit" at me. N felt angry when i saw it...did i done wrong? y cant i just tell me nicely……

Tis was the 1st time i felt wanna to “shit” u back from wat u scolded me!!

i cant stand up my emotion again n again！felt badly……

u informed me tat, my name hav been deleted n disappear in ur name list…disappear forever.

ya, myb tat was wat u return to me. Is it a punishment? y?

made me wanna to cry out wat im feeling on……

i hate it n tis time, i really HATE u ! y i still hav to care about it? y i wanna to be hurted again n again? i don wan ur appologize o myb just worse than tat, u wont do so……

i sent a msg to Eiy, telling my feeling……she called. N i cried after her call...

hurting....im so STUPID!! Fool!!

pLS, remind me, keep away from him! bcz he is not good enuf, n i will get a better one.

pLs, remind me, tat was no reason to made me cry again.

is full of TENSION！！i wanna to concentrate in my study. i don wanna to think about the passed which wasted my time. myb, wat u done was jus in a right time. THANKS!!

i remembered:

u r alwys said tat was my problem if i cant concentrate o crying myself, not ur fault!

ya, i will remembered it!

don worry, i will be fine. very soon.

因为你，不值得！

p/s: cant sleep, n re-on my laptop. Jus wanna write down my feeling……

anyway, myb im too emo right now. not really knw wat i wrote... jus bla bla typed in the postbox.

p/s: eiy, thanks for ur concern. *hug*