De PerOid oF misSinG

here, you are online...

i saw ur name in n out from the appearing box...

i try to act normal as i can...

try to avoid my eyes to pay attention vf the green colour light~

try hard to ignore it~

can i?

i double click ur name from the name list...

reading ur mood n words from the posted status...

thinking to nudge u n hav some chat vf u..

but...

wat i can say?

.....

nothing~

ya. NothIng i CaN taLk vf YoU...

i try to keep telling myself...

"we were jus a normal fren. Nothing will care about it."

n the true is, v were worse then a fren (i think...)

silent ... n silent...

but my heart... was starting to be naughty~

start to making me in to the mood of ~EMO-ing

YES..

im missing...

my heart was missing you...

cant get away from it...

n i jus accept wat the feeling ....

keep miss n missing...

vf silent in myself...

.....

.....

.......

n just waiting for....

some times..

some frens...

somebody ....

will make me better n better...

yup..

i believe...

i can do it..

let u go by ur way..

but ~~

not to forget about u...

but is remember wat i hav learn..

~blessing~

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