My MentOr~ mr. Alfez~

i cant believed wat i get it yesterday……

a sms from my lecture, mr. Rosli, said tat our lecture mr. Alfez (u als can call him BOb) has been passed away 2 days ago. i was socked!!

How can it be??This is a Raya, a new year to them...

i called back mr. Rosli, to confirm about the sms i received just now...

i ask: "is itz the sms was true?confirm?"

my lecture jus answered me: "yes, tat was true. he already passed away 2 days ago. i jus get the news. "

my tears starting to rolling out when i heard the answer YES!

he continue said: "He was ur mentor right??? "

i answer it: "yup."

“pls separate the news asp to ur member， ok? ”

i din answer him, n asked, "wat happened to him? y v jus knw it after 2 days later?"

he told me tat nobody knw wat had happened..y he was dead.

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new updated:

jus knw tat my lecture dead bcz of heart attack n stroke

im cried.

i din expected i will cried out.sad.

yes, im sad.

i forward my sms to all my classmate, n my school teacher, Mr. Hamry who was my mr. Alfez member since they study in college 20 years ago.

~crying n crying~

ya.

he was kind n humour.

he likes to sing n love to sing...

he can play piano by heart, any_times any_ways

im not so close vf my mentor.

im jus realise i care about it.

i keep thinking~~

his laugh n his joke

his words n his songs

pass few weeks~

he kept asked me n teach me about the new software tat he taught

n i was jus dizzling n dreaming in his class.

@.@ sorry~~

n i cant believed~

that was the 1st n als the last time i gav a card raya for him...

but he din hav any chances to celebrate his Raya again~

@.@...

sorry, sir~

i cant back to perlis to visit u~

n i don knw wat can i do except keep praying for u~

hope leave vf peace ~~

i will praying for u by my way~

n i promised, i will do it well in my songs compose~

~~~god blessing u~~~

*人生是很无常的，今天不知道明天的事，有什么能比生命来的重要

珍惜当下的每一分每一秒，爱护留在你身边的每一位亲人，朋友，伴侣……

第一次，感觉到一位在你身边的人离你而去，

就算不是最亲的，然而却深深的体会了那种伤感

听说人在面临死亡的那一刻，会回想很多过去的一切

让我反复的想，

有一天，我也会面对死亡，想起的会是谁呢？

想保护与祝福的又是谁？

而，我怀念的，会被怀念吗？

该放下的，能放下吗？

心里懂非懂，或许只有到了那一刻，才会知道吧…*